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When someone dies by suicide, was that the day God intended for them to die?

November 4, 2021

Were there more things for my child to accomplish in his life that were supposed to happen? “You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.” Psalm 139:16 God is all-knowing, He knows when we will…

I’m so depressed

June 8, 2021

“I’m so angry” “I’m so hurt” I believe that you being here, reading this, is one way God is communicating with you. I believe it’s your sign from God that he sees you. He sees you struggling and he cares about you. You are here for a reason. God wants you to choose life. “I’m…

I’m thinking about killing myself

June 8, 2021

STOP that thought! Shut the door of your mind on that thought! Lock that door and throw away the key! Let’s talk about this. Any thought of death and killing is from the devil! God would never ask or tell you to kill yourself. Our thoughts have life or death in them. First of all,…

That night in our bed.

June 7, 2021

Someone told us to go to bed. I thought I would remember every detail. They directed us, my husband, Tim and I up from our chairs. I remember the look of pity written all over their faces as they gently nudged us towards our bedroom. The dark in the room enveloped us. Giving into exhaustion,…

“I just want to die..”

May 3, 2021

Toby shot himself with his own deer rifle. He’s gone. He didn’t get to come back and see what happened next. He didn’t get to see the devastation his death caused. He didn’t get to see how crushed and shattered our lives were because he did this to himself. This is the hard truth we…